Friday, August 21, 2015

August 21, 2015



I can’t write my usual 5-a-Day…my heart is too saddened by what I experienced today.  As nice as it was being able to counsel several of the family members who came to me, in the end, my tears fell, too.  It was a beautiful picnic – newer generation gathered donations for the celebration through GoFundMe and gathered enough for over 500 balloons, there were picture boards up, Tshirts, car-stickers, and tons of food.  

I understood the difficulties of a blended family, I saw how painful it could be – pouring your love into a child not yours and then…you are nothing but a shadow.  

I saw the difficulties of being a sister and losing that kid brother who was your right hand and suddenly…you are alone.  No more memories to create.

I felt the difficulties of losing a child, a child you have bonded with and created such a special relationship with.



It was a sorrowful day, this, his 27th birthday.  As the balloons were released, a musician played “Purple Rain” in the background and the sun’s rays lit a path to the heavens…
                         
                                                         
   “I never meant to cause you any sorrow, I never meant to              
    cause you any pain…I only wanted to see you laughing in
                                  the purple rain…”.                                                                                                                   Happy Birthday Jonathon Long

 


 Pictures and video of Jonathon's memorial celebration at Fair Oaks Park

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