I went strong today and moved my former CD player in from
Ethan’s room so that I could listen to CDs as I packed. Curiosity Killed the Cat, Allison, Moyet,
Cock Robin…all bands I used to listen to in CH.
It brings back a feeling of Youth, which isn’t necessarily such a good
thing – because that isn’t me anymore.
There comes a point when you need to throw away the high school journals
(really… I found it today). What good
does it do to go back and revisit the past?
No, we never got back together again…and that’s good, because my life
has unfolded in such a beautiful way.
Had all those dreams I once had come true I wouldn’t have the glorious
life I have now, packing Chaos and all….
My BFF down the hill called me – Chris da G-man. This man is such a joy to be friends with, we
kid, we joke, we tease (we even had our one and only ever disagreement
today). I think having a friend like him
is important – close enough and yet no hanging out every day and calling every
night (his new bride might find that irritating). Plus, we got to talk recovery (because I have
tons of recovery books, shockingly), which is always helpful at times like now,
when I have created more chaos than there actually is. Chris was right – I put things into the Universe
time and time again and now Universe is taking me up on it. A little nudge, a push here and there, and it
is to get me off my ass and go.
My Joette called me…Sweet Lady. I have become friends with so many incredible
people through this music group…. I
haven’t been going to many music shows lately – too much going on, and
honestly, it I something I would like to share with someone. So no time for that stuff right now, unless
it’s the Hips (I’m kinda committed to them).
New music can wait.

Pictures: My mom's English books from when she was in elementary school - I hope the kids can use it to learn German.
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